I am who He says I am (or «when God uses an ugly situation to teach you a lesson», or «when you feel like forgiveness is the last thing you deserve but He still says you deserve it – a rant»)

Disclaimer: this post is a mess, because I'm a mess, at the moment. It's half a rant about a shitty situation I'm going through, a quarter me talking about the lessons God is teaching me through the shitty situations, and a quarter me discovering even more lessons as a write. For the sake of organization, …